I'm So Fustrated I'm Using Multiple Colors...

(My apologies in advance, people; this post has almost no correlation and pretty much goes all over the place. I'll give you a pin and a cookie if you can honestly understand it all.)

Man, I'm tired of everything going wrong, and I'm tired of being punished for doing the right thing. Because lately, that's all that's been happening to me.

This "Nice guys finish last" thing is more real than I thought, and I've discovered that people aren't always what you thought they were.

It's saddening, really. Knowing that somebody that you deemed your friend and trusted is completely fake, and they really aren't your friend at all. I guess this is what I get for being too trusting with everybody.

To tell you the truth, I honestly can't understand why somebody would even do that in the first place; is life just one big game to them? If that's the case, then I've truly no idea what I'm supposed to do.

Most people have just said "Forget about it and move on" or "It'll only bother it if you let it", but those people have absolutely no clue at all. If I were to just forget this problem, or ignore it like I've been advised, I'd be abandoning the issue altogether. And when you abandon problems, you abandon people.

News Flash: I don't abandon people.

This is why I oftentimes do NOT share things with people, seeing as they feel it's their duty (For some lame reason) to try and fix my problem, or find a way to fix it. I hate that. I do NOT want your help, nor your advice. YOU wanted to hear what was wrong with ME, but people these days seldom listen anymore. Funny how I need people to listen, yet all they do is keep talking and flapping their yap like they can always fix everything. Suprisingly, they can't.

And ususally when I follow their "great advice" it doesn't work, and makes matters worse. Shocking, isn't it?

I will not call any names (But I could name a handful of people right off the bat), but those who do that have a tendency to piss me off to no end. I'm tired of people not knowing when to shut up and actually hear what others have to say. This is why there are very few and select people I can talk to...

So basically, I already got some issues, and the "helpers" who have the characteristics stated above actually stack onto it. So now there's a problem within a problem. You can kinda see where I get extremely annoyed and aggrivated.

Funny how when people try to fix a problem, they ususally become part of it. Wow, Concept.

Frankly, I'm about ready to rip somebody's head clear off their shoulders.

Now, even while all of this is happening, this doesn't mean that I'm going to stop being a nice person (Although if you question me after reading the above comments, I won't blame you), it just means that I'm tired of being a complete door mat and being walked all over.

Well, I could go for hours on this whole thing, but I'll stop here for the sake of the post not sounding like I'm going psychotic. So let's wrap it up with what Bengal has learned:

1) Fake people suck.

2) If nobody asks for your advice, don't give it to them. Not everybody wants to hear how you'd fix their problem, because in the end you aren't them. (<-- OMG IZ DAT GUY 4 R3AL ROLFLOLWTFBBQ????!!!11!!SHIFT+ONE!!?!11!!)

Saavy? Good.

Now if you'll excuse me while I go violently play an instrument and draw meaningless cartoons...